My Niece

I just had to put this down on paper..well computer lol...I love my niece to death! She's the cutest girl ever....Ok so this saturday I was getting ready for a party and I went into my brother's room to borrow something from my sister in law. When i was getting out she started to cry for me to pick her up..AWww..my heart just melted.....She's gonna get everything from me I already know it...She's my only niece. She has my heart in her little hands..

What To Do

So I got a problem...I like this guy right?...and I don't know if he feels the same way but that's not the problem....The problem is that my close close friend likes him too...and when i say likes him...i mean she really really likes him...It would break her heart if something ever happened between us...So i don't know what to do now..

Crazy

Today was crazy!! Man...So i went to work like any other day thinking that it was going to be a good day.....turns to be the complete opposite..So these Santa Ana winds have come you know and they started up a fire near my work...It wasn't that big so no big deal right? Wrong...Turns out that the fire started to get closer...SEriously there was a fire like 30 ft. away...And then the firefighters didn't want to let anyone go outside...So we were trapped..Meanwhile the whole room started to get smoky and our eyes were starting to burn...Then finally they let us evacuate..There was ashes everywhere!! Now..my chest hurts and my eyes still hurt...All in all..I could have die today...but I didn't...but it just goes to show that life is short..and I gotta start living mine...Starting with that guy...

Wow..

So there's this guy....that i'm feeling things that i've never felt for another guy...why does this have to happen now? Why him? I know if I ever tell anyone I like him..they'll say he's too old for me...but does that really matter? I think if I really like him then it shouldn't matter...I know everyone would be against this but who cares...It's how I feel....I can't help it..I got it bad..Is this love?

Who knows?

So

I got sucked into this by my cousins..although i really wouldn't call them cousins anymore...they grew into becoming my sisters and i love them like so..they say blogging is theraputic..and so far I'd say it is...I can come here and write out these feelings that I couldn't otherwise say out loud..